So, I keep starting blogs and then not finishing them. I have several little half-started blogs that are a paragraph or two. I should just post them. lol. I’ll compile them and do that tomorrow night. Right now, Jill and I are discussing Disneyland! Yay! Well, maybe yay. There seems to be a few snafus with who all is going and when we can all get the same time off from work, kids and school. So, we shall see if it all works out. I keep going back and forth on whether or not I want to go. I mean, I do want a vacation. I NEED a vacation. I so need to get away from the psychosis that is my life and just take a break from it all.
Oh! Here’s a tidbit of my life’s psychoticnes: I almost got shot on Monday night! Yikees! lol. I was a little startled by that fact Monday night, and still kind of am, but it seems rather humorous, too. What happened is that I went to a friend’s house to drop something off and I guess I startled him (it was around 10pm) because he answered the door with a gun! WTH! He put the gun down and came outside to talk for about 10-20 minutes and he kept saying that he almost shot me. He said he thought SWAT was at his door. lol. I guess I knock too loud? The last time I knocked on his door (i think that was two weeks ago?) I was too quiet and I had to call so he’d come open the door. He was expecting me that time. This time, I figured that since he wasn’t expecting me he would probably be in his room watching tv, so knocking louder would be helpful. Um, no. lol. Not so much. Maybe too loud? Now I have to find a happy-medium. If I ever go back over! I don’t really want to get shot on accident! Well, on purpose, either. Sounds really really painful. So, yeah, I’m a little nervous to knock in his door ever again. Maybe I should stick to calling and asking him to come open the door. Who knows. We may never hang out again. It’s all kinda up in the air right now.
Just add that to the list of things that are uncertain in my life. Seems like just about everything is uncertain. Disneyland, staying in OKC, this guy, my duties at work, guys in general, life. *sigh* I just wish there was one thing in my life that was certain and constant. Well, aside from God. That’s always there. Which is rather nice. I like being able to pray throughout the day and know that someone is listening to me and cares about what I have to say. Makes things not quite so lonely.
Okay, well, it’s almost midnight, so I should go to bed. I’ll write more tomorrow.
I'd say just stay away from his house. If SWAT was at your door, why would you answer with a gun? They're likely to shoot you then, right? Anyway, glad you did not get shot. Hope your vacation works out! You only get to live this life once, so don't spend it all working, etc. I don't know how to say what I mean, but you deserve a break.